Læs dagbog

So many emotions. All at once. Feel like i'm drowning in a ocean of feelings. Every time i get my head above water, a new feeling or memory is there to help pull me down under the water. What is the use of fighting anymore? Why keep fighting the system, the illness, the people? More will come. They always do.
What to do?
I will not give up. But i don't know for how long i can keep fighting.
I need peace.
Peace in my mind.
In my life.
Just peace......
Well. Time to do what i always do in these situations.
Take a pill and go to sleep. It won't fix the problems, but at least, i can escape for a little while.