Læs dagbog

It's not easy, not knowing what to feel
They say it gets better, in time i'll heal
But i dont feel, im mostly numd
I just sit and wait for the waves to leave and come

I just want all the feelings to go away
"It'll get better" they all say
But honestly i think im breaking
Am i just a mess in the making?

I feel this dakrness, deep deep withing my chest
So many secrets, none of wich i can confess