Læs dagbog

I know what I need to do, but I can't bring myself to do it.
It's going to hurt too much, and I'm not strong enough.
I'm slowly tearing myself apart day by day, but somehow the pain is still not bad enough to make me stop this.
Somehow I'm still weak enough to keep choosing the slow and aching approach rather then putting an end to this once and for all.
It's foolish, but was else is new.
I've always been a coward.
I'm just that stupid.